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t1ngt1ng
21 march 1989


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time to revive my blog ..
but i am very tired now..
shall do it later or tmr after school ba ..

dont bother looking 4 me
dont bother why am i doing this
dont bother what happen to me
dont bother about me anymore
dont bother to try asking around
dont bother to do anything

what am i suppose to do ?
what am i currently doing?
why am i doing all those things that i am doing?
i dont understand myself either...
are you free ?
always feel better talking to you ..
but ..
its been so long since i ever really talk to u ..
haiz...

life is in a mess
life sux
watever
i dunnoe
i am no longer who i am ?
maybe
perhaps
or rather?
why is things going on in these way ?
i have totally no idea
can i jus continue lying on my bed?
till a day when the sun dont rise...
freak out ...
am i always jus thinking too much ?
or wat?
i dunnoe..
year 3 ..
and yet ..
so much fun and so much alcohol
but ...
yet ..
so much crap and so much craps
wat am i talking ..
no one would understand..
actually ...
i hope no one do as well ...
so wat if one understand..
no one can save me also ...
maybe u do ?
but i know u will never do tat ...
if u will ever do tat ..
u will have done it long ago
and i will never have to enter into this suffering
maybe i am torturing myself?
haiz..
am i ?
am i not ?
frankly speaking ..
i dunnoe..
its been so long since i have a good chat with u ..
am i deliberately making myself busy to not to call u or sms u ?
or is it your work tat is making u so busy to contact me ?
i dunnoe ...
haiz...
i dont even know if u will be reading my blog ..
or maybe u will be jus busy checking your emails...
haiz...
921 hearts ...
i dunnoe la ..
feel like throwing it out of the window 1 by 1 ...
is life really so lost and empty without u ?
pls ...
haiz...

eMoQuEen is finally slightly better ...
phew..
no more whole day lying on bed
can eat abit of things le..

bleahx..
wat shld i say
been lying on bed 4 2days le
sux ...
tmr sure mus go out ...

i miss you ...

maybe perhaps or rather
that certain things are not meant to be said
is things better to remain a mystery
or the truth is to be revealed ?

watever it is ..
stunt..

haizzz...
life isnt perfect
life isnt fair ...

dont ask me y i put this post...
i didnt know either..

really ...
no specific reason ...
i am serious...

haiz...
everything in this world have no reasons...
let all things fail ...
and we all shall disappear ...
and the world shall collapse...

wheee...
end of the world rox !!!