Saturday, July 5, 2008
life sux
life is in a mess
life sux
watever
i dunnoe
i am no longer who i am ?
maybe
perhaps
or rather?
why is things going on in these way ?
i have totally no idea
can i jus continue lying on my bed?
till a day when the sun dont rise...
freak out ...
am i always jus thinking too much ?
or wat?
i dunnoe..
year 3 ..
and yet ..
so much fun and so much alcohol
but ...
yet ..
so much crap and so much craps
wat am i talking ..
no one would understand..
actually ...
i hope no one do as well ...
so wat if one understand..
no one can save me also ...
maybe u do ?
but i know u will never do tat ...
if u will ever do tat ..
u will have done it long ago
and i will never have to enter into this suffering
maybe i am torturing myself?
haiz..
am i ?
am i not ?
frankly speaking ..
i dunnoe..
its been so long since i have a good chat with u ..
am i deliberately making myself busy to not to call u or sms u ?
or is it your work tat is making u so busy to contact me ?
i dunnoe ...
haiz...
i dont even know if u will be reading my blog ..
or maybe u will be jus busy checking your emails...
haiz...
921 hearts ...
i dunnoe la ..
feel like throwing it out of the window 1 by 1 ...
is life really so lost and empty without u ?
pls ...
haiz...