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t1ngt1ng
21 march 1989


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Wenyan
Steve
Rachel
Whitney

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is been so long since i ever updated...

not really anyone been reading my blog ba ..
so dosent matter also..

wat shld i say abt the chinese new year tat have jus pass?
i dunnoe how to say ...

haha..
but all the mahjong session at ssj house with junwei and vincent is fun la ...
not 4geting on 7 feb got donovan...

=)))
was having fun at xuan house also..
mahjong...

wenyan house..
with zhaojie, ruixian, nic, wc and blah blah..
fun also..
mahjong also ..

wheee...
i jus simply love mahjong..

went michelle bday...
left early...
=)))
sorry abt tat

valentine day 2009
was going dragonfly actually...
but aaron said he not feeling well and not coming over...
i did not call him back..
did not reply his sms ..
i dunnoe
my heart went cold...
i really didnt know wat to say and wat to react...
when i was reaching habour front mrt..
he ask me where i am..
i called him..
he told me he will jus come awhile...
i was thinking at tat moment..
its ok..
since i am working on sunday...
reach vivo..
went atm...
when walking to meet mandy and rick...
mandy say aaron say he not coming cause he not feeling well..
i didnt wat to say or wat to react..
haiz...
i dunnoe is it on purpose or my heart is dead...
i choose to hide all my feelings and enjoy the dayy with rick and mandy...
rick is so sweet to give me a valentine day prezzie.. =)))
yeappy...
since aaron not coming..
we went down to white bar...
Neil join us soon after that..
the 4 of us was really having fun...
no emoness and stuff..
haha..
actually me and mandy wanna rick to help us catch the soft toy de..
but the machine abit spoil spoil so we give up le ...
with all the games..
everything was so fun...
is been so long... so long..
that i really put him at the back of my mind..
Neil send me back ...
he was telling me tat i shld say everything out ...
and not let things hang in the middle of the air...
perhaps i shld really do so ba ...
i dont think i will say it face to face to the person or wat..
i will jus type it here..
if you happen to read it ...
=)))
if you didnt ...
jus let things remain as it is ba..
until 21 March 2009 is over...

i have not forget about you ..
everything that you do mean something to me...
i believe that you have no feelings for me..
but sometimes...
somethings that you do really make me think otherwise ...
somtimes i wish that you are really my boyfriend...
and i can jus lean on you whenever anything happen...
i dunnoe if i am able to give up on you..
even though i decided to do so ...
the first tears of 2009 have been shed 4 u...
tat day when we were going wenyan house..
you ask me abt tat msg tat i put..
i avoided it ..
i dont want to ans it ..
i dont want to let u know...
i know tat you didnt know..
but let me jus say it now ..
i really did cry after 12am ..
when it was 01/01/2009
and the tears was for you..
i dunnoe why i wanna choose to carry waiting 4 u
thinking tat i have a chance to be with u..
i thought i can celebrate 14/02/2009 but ...
the truth is ..
i didnt manage to ...
i actually wanted to get a vday gift 4 u..
999 hearts with a nice nice prezzie in the big big white box tat we saw at ikea..
but i choose to back out ..
i didnt know y
i really dont want the hearts i make to be thrown away...
i dont want u to reject my gifts...
i am scared
i want to be with u..
but i know i will be rejected...
is okie la ...
i will force myself to forget everything..
i will force myself to forget the feelings i have for you..
i will tell myself ...
we are jus the best of friends...
i shall jus treat you as my good brother from now on ..
from this moment .. 15/02/2009 3:07am ...
t1ngt1ng... to u

1300 hearts ..
will continue folding...
aimlessly...
=))
really thanks rick, mandy and neil for spending the day with me =))))
is really fun with u guys at white bar...=))))

tmr working at woodlands sheng siong ...
jia you !!! =)))